Actress

You'll call me only when it's necessary
not for friendly conversation

Smile and seem concerned
not because it's genuine

Give me a hug when others watch
just so you won't look bad

Pretend I'm a friend
but even now that's fading

I'm becoming invisible
disintegrating

becoming non existent
for even i can't see myself

becoming resistant
no one knows how to help

hold my head under water
it's less painful than this
i hold my breath in hopes to forget

needing you needing me
needing to exist
needing to breath
drowning in emptiness